A Girl’s DIARY (Part 1)

You knew that I have trust issues but still you chose me to play with?


“Why why why???

Do I look mad? Do I look stupid here?Am I some use and throw material? 

Whenever you feel, you talk nicely and whenever you get bore you just ignore?

Is there no value of my feelings?

You told me that i m very important to you… but now I can see what I’m to you.

You wanted to play with someone’s emotions so you should have searched for someone else for god sake! 

You knew that I have trust issues but still you chose me to play with?

Didn’t you feel bad for me even once?? Are you selfish to this extent?? Are you heartless?


Please just clear everything.. please.. Please don’t force me to assume the worst.. because I seriously don’t want to loose you because of my stupid assumptions. 

Like please tell me if anything is wrong? If you gonna stop ignoring me and behave like before? I don’t know if you are really ignoring me but here I’m feeling ignored.

And please be honest because I m not able to bear this anymore…


So if you don’t want me to message or call you then please tell me!!!

Because I swear like this you are hurting me really bad..



Forget it..


You said you trust me and I m very important for you right?

So ok then. I don’t wanna let you down by assuming things.

I am trusting you and I really hope that you won’t break my trust….”

With tears flowing uncontrollably, she sat back.. She didn’t want to loose this relationship so she chose to suffer a bit more in further days..

And thus, again her feelings remained caged inside her DIARY..

  

 

Love

..MissDeathlyDeath..

A girl’s trust.. 

​”A girl’s trust!” 

You keep breaking it and she will keep building it.. 

No matter how many times she says that now she doesn’t care, but she will never stop caring.. Never.. Because it hurts to not care for someone who is or used to be a very important part of life.

That is what she actually is, a caring loving soul from inside, doesn’t matter if she appears as a bitch to whole world.

This is the only reason people take her for granted, ALWAYS! 

People use and throw her like an old toy. People hurt her because they know if they come and say sorry at the end of the day, she will definitely forgive them. .

…”A girl’s trust? You keep breaking it and she will keep building it..” 
But, there’s always a limit to everything.. There’s always an end to everything.

Continue to treat her like an old toy and you gonna surely regret it one day. Once she leaves you, gives up on you totally she won’t come back ever.

Value her! 

Remember, she trusted you always no matter how many times you gave her reasons to not to.

Don’s break her trust.. Don’t play with her heart, her feelings and emotions just because you don’t have enough toys to play with! .

Somethings, some people and some relations are like TIME, precious and valuable more than anything.. Value it.. because once its gone its permanently gone..